Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Barrowing Paints (School reason)

I would say that the 7th and the 8th grades are were we become what we are the most. Not only are we changeing cemicaly, but we are starting to think for our selfs. (How many punks are in 7/8th)

I have a lot of mememories form that time. One is of alot of my frineds wereing other peoples clouths. Now, when I look out on the female population I have relized that they were not only barrowing paint, but dreams.

I am pretty much a loner when it comes to guys. I really only had two friends that were guys untill last my juinor year. So I used to sit around a listen to a lot of girl talk. (I find that females are more willing to reveal what they are thinking to others them males. we just dont like talking about emotion) In that girl talk i used to always hear the same names popping up.

"Oh I like tim"
"me too"
"me too."

I used to wonder how one guy would grab so many hearts. I, see it in guys now too. We think that a one girl is hot then another. But it seams to always be the same girl between us. (this is per click)

So that is why I think school, a popualtion at all, takes away form us.

I do have more to say on this. But not today.

The question I asked the sparked this topic for me was: Why do so many people end up liveing a dream, not there own.

Untill latter

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Another Question Comes!

This is in responce to a question rased by Kitlulu, in post # 12 comment # 1 or blindsphere (blogladder)


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"Sometimes I wonder if our emotions are really ours or whether they
exist in the spaces between us..." - kitlulu

I see emotions as a product of a few things. 1) is what kind of person
are we. Were one was born interverted, of extratverted. 2)is what was
our family life like. I can see emotions as being things that lie
between gapes if, and only if the one forced his emotions away and out
as a protection device for himself. 3) Where is this one liveing, I
guess I am going to go back on my only if and say the same thing here
too.

So I guess the question that first needs to be anwserd is what are
emotions. Are they the soul trying to been seen via the flesh, or are
the the product of ones envorment.

I would have to say that the anwser might be less black and white then
a math geek like my self might want to see it as. I think that it is
both. Our soul is trying to push outwards and get past out thick
skulls that we need something, or maybe that we have something. I see
that as emotion. But I also see emotion in the case of Sampson and I.
I grew up in New England. Though my blood might lay back in the big
CO, I am a New England guy. That is what the good old NE has done to
me. So what do I do during football season, I route for NE. Where
Sampson routes for Denver. The same with Dad, and you. I wonder now if
Uncle Terry routes for Denver still?

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I guess I should say that this was first to my Uncle Michael. So the last Paragraph where it talks about my cousin, father and uncles. Please relize that they all grew up in Denver. My dad lives in NE, and my uncle Terry lives near the western cost line now.

kitlulu said this to that HERE

2)is what was our family life like. I can see emotions as being things that lie
between gapes if, and only if the one forced his emotions away and out
as a protection device for himself.
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You just stunned me into thinking in a brand new way. I'm a little shaken by this, I must admit.

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